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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

This year around as usual would be the most stressful moment of d year. Lot of things have to be done n will be doing…:P.. but for me, living as single gave an endless space for me to think n work my tots…as it seem to be, more and more rejection is going on around me…. They may say I’m a really cold hearted guy wif d only intention to break their heart but seriously, who r they to judge me!??? Did they ever considering whut I’ve gone thru in this 3 unforgettable years??? Or it just their tots too that I’m acting like a chicken when it comes to stable n promising relation… hate to think about it but only God knows why and what…:).. so I come to a very typical answer… jodoh x sampai lagi…:P.. n then, lectures start coming from every corner… baguslah kawin muda, dh pencen nanti anak dh bsrler… makcik dulu kawen umor 24ler, ok jer… hahha.. all sort of lecturing machines come out of nowhere… not blaming but rather enjoying every moment I still have b4 I got married.. :).. last nite, theres one gurl proposing a very simple idea of knowing me better…… urmmm my answer is simple too.. lets just be friend n see where it’ll lead us someday…:P.. same answer I’ve got from ‘istikharah result’ person.. n that is also the answer I gave to others who approach me before and after this…:D.. if they wanna wait, its up to them but as long as I dun get any guidance, I’ll try not to ruin the existing relationship.. u all r most welcome to be my fren…:P.. hopefully, dis year I can find the ONE I’ll love and appreciate….

Gatherin

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Dh lama rasanya aku x tulis kt blog nih sampai diapn dh lupa kat aku kot.. urmm, smlm adalah hari yg aku tunggu2 slama hampir stgh tahun lamanya… gathering mrsm muar 9697 rasmi yg first.. dulu aku buat slamba2 jer ngan bebdk nih … mmg byk benda kena prepare sampaikan aku rasa idop aku slama 3 bln sejak balik mesia nih dipenuhi dgn buat bendaalah nih.. anyway, it is almost 70% of what I’m dreamt of.. mmg susah nk kmpulkan org sbenarnya tp aku bersyukur sbb ada comm yang support.. kalo wat sorg2 kompom tergolek ler aku.. nih pn x tgk lagi final account… hopefully ianya x burst.. risau sgt sbb budget 110 to come but I think only 100 turn up last nite… lepas tuh siap dpt surat layang lagi dari sahabat lama.. aku dh dpt predict benda nih akan berlaku tp aku kecewa sbb dia hanya lebih banyak berckp dr wat kijer sendri.. kaloler ikut kepala x rasional aku nih, mmg aku suh jer dia yg wat gathering lepas nih n tgk camner dianya turn out.. tp aku sayang ngan alumni aku nih.. xder jaminan yang ianya akan jadi better kalo kasik kat dia… aperpun aku akan confront sendri dia ngan bukti yang aku ada dlm tangan skang nih … manusia2.. apapun, mrsm muar 9697 mmg rawks lah… sumernyer sporting … :D.. lupa lak nk wish slamat tahun baru 2006 and Selamat Hari Raya Haji

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Name: Syahrir@TRex
Age: somewhere in 30s
Origin: the state wif 9 states in it
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