assalamualaikum, sobahul khair

working life is really taking their toll recently.. i cant even have a decent leisure for myself anymore.. too many things to be done in too little time.. urmmm, i know this is an early year syndrome and hoping it will washed away in these 2 3 months.. really hate it

minggu nih rasanya akan jadi bizi sikit compared ngan minggu2 yg lain.. jumaat, ada dinner CMG, dok kt PD.. sabtu kena shoot g shah alam, stay sana utk dinner Kelab satu mesia... ahad g rumah zam kt kuala kubu baru lak.. mmg havoc ler.. nk coti jer rasanya senin nih

DUN Batu Talam akan dipertandingkan kerusinya selepas kematian YBnya... BN antar Abd Aziz Kiram.. pembangkang xder.... calon bebas sorang... urmm, noting to comment since i know this is not a fair competition.. it is like a slaughtering of a sheep by d pack of wolves... whut will the shepherd do?? mestilah mengelakkan sheep2nya yang lain di makan gakkan.. xperlah, atlis u know u do this for the sake of continuing your father legacy even though u r sacrificing ur self... to Aziz, i hope u'll try ur best to help, help and help... u r not a boss, once u step in to be a leader, u'll be most bottomest human rank in Allah's eye.. sebelah kakipn dah ada dlm neraka... silap langkah ke tersadung ke, mmg straight ke sana...

2 pegawai kanan TH dipenjara 10 thn lepas pecah amanah 200 juta ringgit... mcm x worth it jeks.. lepas 10 thn, derang akan jadi jutawan.. urmm.. they should be punished severely.. we are talking about amanah here.. u r not even worth a penny to me...>:(

posted by SyaHrIR at 8:25 AM | 0 Comments

assalamualaikum, sobahul khair

tahun berganti tahun, musim bersilih ganti tp pernah ke kita tanya diri kita soalan di atas.. ke mana nk pergi dari sini??? one of my favorite question to myself... sbg insan, aku sering alpa dan selalu lupa apakah cara terbaik utk melaksanakan sesuatu.. terlalu kerap aku ter"duduk" bila ditimpa musibah walaupun aku tahu bkn itu yang reaksi yang spttnya berlaku kerana semuanya dlm jangkaan.. urmm, kadang2 rasa spt hidup ini semakin sempit dan kadang2 terlalu luas utk berpijak di bumi yang nyata.. d objective is very clear but there are too many ways to achieve it.. sometimes i feel like being played by d unseen path... so it'll be back to d very basic question.. am i ready to accept it?? at d moment i know everything seems so straightforward and dull but do i have a courage to change it?? i know that other spectrum of life already shattered to pieces but will i be able to jeopardizing this one.. only God knows.. i need all d strength to go through with this..

friends.. i know everybody must have their own close friend but how close can you be when it is between 2 opposing sex?.. so many things seems like closing the chance to build a better relationship.. alwizz misinterpreted.. alwizz misundastood.. again, should we go back and look back at the fundamental.. whut is d bridge that can connect 2 peoples?? yes... d trust.. whut if it has been broke?? can we sustain d bridge?? d question that mingling around my mind at the moment...:( i can onlu pray and hope that the bridge is strong enough even though the wind blows like a crazy hurricane......

my latest sweetheart, Estelle Irdina Zulaikha

posted by SyaHrIR at 8:29 AM | 1 Comments

Tertanam naluri keibuan amat mendalam
Di jiwa insan yang mendambakan kebahagiaan
Oh... ibu

Di bahumu tergalas beban
Perjalananmu penuh rintangan
Kau titipkan kasih sayang
Sejujur pengorbanan
Tak ku nafikan

Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan

Kau insan penyayang
Betapa ku merindu
Lembutnya belaian ibu
Membuatku terlena

Di wajah terlukis tenang
Debar di dada kau rahsiakan
Ku pastikan dikau aman
Dikurnia sejahtera
Tak ku lupakan

Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan

Tiada aku tanpa ibu
Hanya (kau) satu didunia
Bertakhta dikau dijiwaku
Kau lah ibu yang tercinta

Kau insan pengasih
Betapa aku mengharap
Hadirnya restumu ibu
Membawaku ke syurga

Bersemi belaian kasih sayang nan berpanjangan
Darimu insan yang mendoakan kebahagiaan anak-anakmu
Oh... Ibu

posted by SyaHrIR at 8:20 PM | 0 Comments

Assalamualaikum, Sobahul khair

Byk betul benda terjadi dlm 3 minggu aku bercuti menulis nih.. dr kem GURISAN sampailah ke Malam Mesra TM NS hari jumaat lepas.. urmm citer satu2lah kot


Team Dynamics and Self Fortitude

A bunch of people were thrown out to the jungle to survive.. only one leader were tested the whole way.. my leadership was tested this time and its feels good when we are able to nail every obstacles they put up.. in my last speech to my teammates.. “we succeed not because of I’m a great leader but because I have a great follower” so think about it guys.. theres no point being a great leader if you have a bad follower.. in the end you’ll suffer alone.. but if you have a great follower who follow your command, insyaAllah you’ll have a better ending… I like mafia so much.... hahahahhaha

Teamwork – 9 out of 10
Objective – 7 out of 10
Participation – 8 out of 10
Leadership – 10 out of 10

GURISAN

Gabungan Ukhuwwah, Surrey Ihsan.. gempak x bunyi dia?? Dkt stahun planning dan menjadi antara pioneernya, aku byk belajar pasal human behaviour.. betapa manusia nih senang lupa dan alpa.. kadang2 tugas yg simple jadi susah kerana ketidakseriusan dan ketidaktelusan sesetengah org.. mcm mana pn, in the end, we achieve what we want in here.. a group of student wif a same determination.. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for your blessing and I hope our effort will not be stop here.. my friend, our journey is still far ahead and nobody will lead our life except ourselves..

Teamwork – 6 out of 10
Objective – 8 out of 10
Participation – 7 out of 10
Leadership – 8 out of 10

Malam Mesra TM

My 2nd program this year with kelab TM.. again, I’m in d middle of dilemma between principle and responsibility.. kalo ikutkn hati, mmg xnak buat tp memikirkan skop yg lebih besar, aku pasrah.. mgkin nih yang terpaksa aku hadapi jika nk bergelar pemimpin tp apa gunanya jadi pemimpin kalo x leh wat perubahan??? Kenapa semua takut nk berubah ke arah yang lebih positif?? Mcm manapn, I’ve learnt a lot from this program.. 1st never trust people when it comes to your dignity
2nd always open your eyes when there are unnecessary changes happened
3rd try to understand the nature of your society b4 you join in
4th sacrifice is necessary for the good cause

Masa nih gak aku kena uji ngan ujian paling besar akhir zaman ini.. iaitu fitnah.. walaupun berat utk dilihat tp jauh lebih berat utk dipikul.. mcm manapn aku tau ini hanyalah permulaan.. aku kena lebih tabah dan berhati2 utk mengelakkan fitnah yg boleh menjatuhkan nama baik …

Teamwork – 4 out of 10
Objective – 8 out of 10
Participation – 5 out of 10
Leadership – 9 out of 10


I think that’s all this time.. I’m might have a better story next time.. stay tuned.. by the way, selamat menyambut hari raya Aidiladha – harap2 sgt dpt pergi sana sblm 35 wif my family.. uhuks2

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